confusedsarah's Blog

Haven't put this on my Profile but here goes..
I was a virgin till just before Christmas last year. I was staying with my Moms friend as my parents were away on holiday. And I came home early from school one day and was going up stairs to my room when I heard lots of moaning coming from my Moms friends bedroom her bedroom door was slightly open so I went over and peered in. And she was on her bed naked and she was using a vibrator on herself I stood looking and started to get weird feelings in my groin. Then she saw me peeping through door and sat up and called me in. I went in and at 1st she apologised then I said it was ok that I quite enjoyed looking and she asked me was I a virgin and I told her not only was I a virgin but I had never touched myself or ad a orgasm in my life. Then she asked me if I wanted to watch her finish masturbating and I said yes and I sat and watched until she cried out loud and her whole body trembled. She touched me then asked me to touch her and put my fingers inside her and she was soaking wet and her clitoris was huge. Her nipples also were quite large and then she explained to me about my body and explained the pleasures I could get from sexual play. Her husband came in then and I went to my room where I continued to touch myself and found I was getting these lovely feelings. Few days went past and on the Saturday I was in kitchen and she came in from shopping. Her husband went out and I sat in kitchen having a drink with her . She asked me had I thought about other day and I said I couldn't forget it as I was thinking about it constantly. She came over to me and kissed me and started to touch me and I found I was really enjoying it then she pushed her fingers inside me and I screamed and she told me to relax then she slowly caressed my whole body and it felt like feather touching me oh it was so nice then she went down and was kissing and sucking my clitoris and fanny then she leaned over and got something and pushed it straight into me and it felt huge but nice then she fucked me for ages till I ad my 1st orgasm. Then I found what it was she pushed inside me it was a don't laugh lol it was a large carrot then I done same to her and she showed me where her G-Spot was and while I was kissing and suckling her huge clitoris I pushed fingers into her and touched her G-Spot and when she cum she screamed and shivered and she ejaculated a whitish watery liquid all over my face and mouth and it tasted so sweet. It frightened me a bit and she explained that she called these orgasms her special ones. She then went down and done same I did to her and when she touched my G-Spot I was both frightened and sooo excited I just screamed shivered and nearly pulled her hair out of her head it was so so beautifully pleasurable mmmmm. Ohh even thinking of it
is making me quite wet and horny. Lol mmm. So that was my introduction to sexual pleasure. My Moms friend was 52 and I was 18 when this happened last year. I have been to bed with her lots since once when she brought me away for weekend. Mmmm I've also been to bed few times with one of my school mates which I enjoyed very much. But since I've found these new experiences I can't stop masturbating few times daily as it looks like I've become addicted to orgasms if this is possible otherwise I must be weird and a perv. ? Xxx ?? Sarah ??

I'm Sarah.
I'm 19. A 1st year student @ Sheffield  university taking Law.  .  As im so very confused about my sexuality at the moment.
I came on here to see if I could talk to some women to see if they knew where I was coming from as I must sort out for good which direction I take in my life.  This is not easy for me to say . but let me Tell u bit about myself. 
I'm so very confused about my sexuality. As never felt anything for boys and about 10 months ago my Mom's friend who is 52 but so very attractive  seduced me and I've been with her lots since and am loving it so much and can't get enough of it now. Have been with a girl my age @ college  last August and im masturbating every day as these new feelings of orgasms are so addictive. But where I'm confused is I always wondered what it would be like to feel a boy deep inside me shooting his stuff. So don't know whether to try or not as im definitely  more into girls big time. 
Lot's of new found friends hugs and 
Xxxx ?? xxxX
Sarah.  
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