well I dont know how to go about this but here goes.
I was a small girl and slow to mature I love to play with all the othe girls at school the boys all seemed rowdy and noisy si kept in with the gang of girls in our neighbourhood for many years. when passing on to second shool mot when that way too and we stayed to gether. I was aboit 13 when things started to change we used to have to do dancing and the boys were in the class to. we were told to pair off but it was so difficult for me as I never saw what boys were all about. All the girls seemed to be ok with it but not me. I always ended up with David a shy boy like I was a shy girl. we made the best of it. Many times I ended up with another girl and how I did so enjoy that. The warmth and softness and no strain of being unable to touch bodies.
As the years passed I seemed to be attracted to the girls more and got uppity when a boy came on the sceen. Our group dwinddled and sone there was just the four of us. Whe has some great times in the long hot summers and at 15 (I know thats late these days) we sort of had paired off I was with Lynda and Jo and Wendy were the best of friends.
Well to cut it a bit it all ended up at a game of double dare at a sleep over. we were daring and it cropped up as it does about sex and to cut it agai we all ended up kissing and then Naked and then touching and kissing each other all over. One thing led to another and I ended up kissing and sucking Lynda for almost all night
I just loved it I fell in love with her and we carried on for many years even to discussing setting up home (in those days it was not a done) but never got up the courage. We carried on untill I was 19 and then Lyndas parents decided to move. Too fare way to visit and so it all run its fatal course
I still knew Wendy and she introduced me to many friends I lickd and sucked my way around so many girls from then on. I Lusted after some younger girls and mainly succeeded in getting them in to bed. I was convinced I was a full blown les.
One day while out in a pub spotting for new conquests I heard a voice behind me it said "hello Jan" The hairs stood up on the back of my neck. I knew the voice but it was lower and cultural. I turned and there stood a tall hansome 26 year old man. I looked and my brain raced. Who. Where. How does he know me?? Then it hit me I near fell off the stool. It was David shy lonely guy from school. I jumped up and threw my arms a round him ( much to his shock and great surprise) The two girls I was with looked at me in absolute horror and disgust.
Well to cut it short again he asked me out and after some bitter sugestiond from my friends of then I took him up on his offer. Well the cut againg, because the up shot was I married him and still am married to a wonderful husband and gentleman. I love him dearly and I know he loves me.
We have mastered the years ups and downs, he knows my past (couldn't get away from it because many an old friend passed through and always made it known)and isnt worried we have trust,
Now saying that I have had a few one off flings with some like minded ladies over the years I am still not sure and will never ask if David is bi or not. I do suspect he is but its his world and I dont go there as he does not mine bless him.
Now over all these years we have never aske too much of each other but ol memories stired and I yearned more for the soft touch and feel of a warm female body again. Rather than cheat the love of my life I decided to ask. I told him of my feelings and urges and reassured him he was safe still being my husband forever. He lookd a little sad but not alarmed. He said he would think on it. I thought the I had completely blown the best thin I had ever had and became so sad and withdrew in to a dark space and did not know waht to do.
That night I was in bed and he got in beside me. He lay away from me and the tears poured from my eyes. I tried not to let him know and was so sad I had hurt him. I was about to turn over and hug him and let him know that i was sorry and to forget it all when an arm came over me and pulled me into him. I had a huge hug and he whispered into my ear to my ear "Pussycat I love. Have done since we first danced at school I always dreamed that you would love me and the small thing you asked to day of me is more tha I could be rewarded with for that love. The answer is Yes" I will remember those words until I die.
I took some time to pick up the courage when I did find some one.
Her name is Pam and we hit it off almost right away but she never suspected that I could have time for her in a relationship sort of way. when the ice was broken I found a new type of love. Not the brash sex orientated times of my youth but a softer and more subtle love. We never consumated our love just kissed and cuddled and fondled until I disscused it with David. He was happy for me and I introduced him to Pam. He was the gentleman and I loved him for it.
We discussed the subject of having sex and David was really good. He did insist it would have to be a neutral place so we chose a town and hotel. We booked two rooms ine foe David and I and one for Pam. The three of us had afew drinks to gether at the bar and
Then headed for the room he took some pics of us girls and left.
Pam and I had a really lovely time I sucked and licked her and we had loads of orgasms each. My god I had forgotten how good it was.
Later David came back at the appointed time but we were still in the shower and cam out after 20 mins. Time enough for a little more fun (isnt peeing nice lol) and David looked suitably emabaressed.
I still se Pam but our code is the asame kiss and cuddles with some fumbles
So Here I am hoping to talk chat and see some of you lovelies. You never know we might hit it off!
Love Jan XXXXXX to you all
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